The title says it all!

Well I don’t want to be a drag, but…. My biological father was in the hospital (keep in mind I’ve never met the fucking guy) when the chance arose for us to potentially meet. He chose not to, once again…..I’ve lost my best friend (hopefully not completely.) I guess only time will tell…..After 6 years together my boyfriend and I have hit a bump and I hope it all works out….A very good friend of mine has recently confessed to me about her secret life of drugs, anxiety, and depression stemming from her insecurities….My 20 year old younger brother Jeff has made the decision of leaving the nest and for anyone who knows my strict and by the book parents know that this didn’t go over quite well. He currently has no job, Has not registered for his sophomore year of college and has given my folks a timeline of 3 weeks to leave. The constant screaming and yelling are driving me insane….My 17 year old younger brother Jerry has been rebeling for some time now so much actually that my mother has decided to ship him off to military school….

Even though separately each issue is not something to over react about but to get them all in a 7 day span is completely overwhelming. And emotionally draining. I’ve lost my sparkle. 

To seeing the spark once again….AA